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It's just before I have to go walk D and go to work. Don't know why I'm posting this now...still keeping busy but needed a small distraction. I really want to work on Yeshua's story, but I must finish ANDRO first....damn.

Some other thing i never posted :



It's one of those pictures that will never be finished I think...off to the rest of the day.

May!

Almost forgot to post my May calendar ! SO yeah. Here they are :

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I'm starting to feel like I may be throwing too much stuff up and around, but that Just may be because I'm me and keeping busy.... Perhaps I should go into the shadows for a while in a bit. Have some down time....

Cuando La Vida Vaya Mal Pack!

Rip Slyme - Tokyo Classic

I did infact finish my Pinup for May quite a few weeks back but between this, concentrating on my ANDRO✰ comic, and doing my printing course,(and of course my part time job) things have been busy and ...well, not hectic. But generally busy. So I havn't really had the time to post up here, and I feel like I've been neglecting my blog :C. It's always nice to write a bit about how life is going, and then kind of scrolling back to the pages of ye olde life and reading them and thinking "Oh god I type like an idiot child that has their finger glued to the caps key". But anywho!

There are actual prints available for this pin up! Have a look see!

There are currently only 5 prints available.
I might get a few more done, but it doesn't seem highly likely at all at the moment. ALSO they come with 3 Free badges!

Prints are 14" x 16" , are UV printed, and have a satin matt finish (no weird reflections off this bad boy).

The price? $30 (plus shipping)


So if you are interested feel free to leave a comment, or note me on my deviant art account at : Spacebubble.deviantart.com !

 OR you can contact me through my personal website here :

cbedford.com

through the "contact" section.

And... I totally forgot to announce my new website up here. I was all so happy and excited when I got it finished, and really only announced it on my dA. And then totally forgot about it due to all the other things I
was doing earlier this month.

But yeah, the contact thing certainly works and you can write me anytime about anything. And I will get back asap!

Hope everyone is doing just as well. I'm really getting into my ANDRO✰ comic and really want to share everything that's going to happen. My pencil doesn't seem to be able to work as fast as my brain. I'm 20 pages in though! It's certainly not a major mile stone, but it just seems incredible that something I just went with on a whim has lasted so well, compared to all of my deep harvested stories that I really wanted to have an umph. Though, now that I understand -how- to keep myself goin, you will see alot of other projects surfacing to light, just after I finish the first instillation of ANDRO✰.

The weather has been pretty horrible over here as of late, but one can always pretend it's sunny in one's head.

Love Love.

ANDRO✰ !

So I'm finally announcing my release of my ANDRO✰ comic.. well I say release. I will be gradually releasing pages at a time ( I think..) or probably a few pages here and there (one page a week always seems so slow to me.) I will be posting the pages on my dA account at ~Spacebubble and at it's own tumblr page ANDRO✰.

 I've been pretty happy recently, and I've really been enjoying making this (inbetween all my other projects and work and life in general) and now that I've learned to keep myself constantly busy, I always feel happy. Because I'm not sitting around doing nothing, I can't sit around thinking about how I'm doing nothing. I really want to take a more positive twist, though. I was originally thinking about it being a bit low brow and general bad assery...but then I kind of though...well I dunno. There are so many stories out there like that. There are so many things out there being in the dog eat dog world. And... that's not really the kind of stuff I think about when I'm on my own. So, we'll see I guess what sort of twists and turns this will take.

Other than that I've done the odd sketch here and there, but a lot of my time has been consumed between work, ANDRO✰ and my monthly Pin-Up males. ( I have finished the one for May, and will post it soon, but I'm also turning this one into a purchasable print, and will like to take photos, and also of some of the free-bees that will come with!).

The weather has been really wonky over here. It will literally be blaring hot when the sun is out, then two seconds later, it will pour with rain. Then it will be sunny, then it will hail. It's just like. Damn dude. But I've been taking it easy I guess. Work has been a bit slow, since kid's are all back in school....

I'm not sure if I mentioned moving house, but I have. And I'm still in love with the new place. Anyway, I will probably post some pages later today as well, so watch out!

Much love to everyone and everyone who continuously supports me. I try to tell people all the time how their kind words really help me out sometimes, and I don't think I can express how much impact seeing people react positively to my work is just... I dunno. Makes me all emotional :'c. In a good way though. One day I'll pay back the world what I owe it. But for now, it's back to work!

Love love.

Marching On

Brooks Brothers - In Your Eyes

Nearly thought I wouldnt come up with something for may, but I'm pretty happy with it. Started painting it, hopefully won't have to take too long. Will be able to reveal some of my work on ANDRO soon. I was hoping to do that this weekend, but still have a few things to sort out (location! location! Location!!)

The weather has been just lovely and I've always loved spring, but god damn do I love extra more this year. Love love <3

Easter

So busy recently. Finished this up the other week. Feel like I could have done a bit more. I'm not so upset with it or anything, but. Yeah. Details.

I always feel like so much of the detail gets lost. I always paint so closely, then when I resize it for desplay and all, everything is kind of gone and it's all a peachy blob! OH well, just need to learn... anyway, here's the calendar for the month of April. Hope you got all your egg dye ready... Oh, and I did a full body version and detail version cause....I like wasting time. Okay?

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I think maybe I just like making lists.... anyway. enjoy, I guess. If anyone is paying attention, which they probably arn't. But whatever. I can look back at this in the days to come, and laugh fondly as I sit back with a glass of sherry whilst in my mink robe, and pip-piping away....

lollo and I'm like 12 pages into this thing :

Good night dears.

The Chordettes - Mister Sandman

Marry

The joys of joy that I felt when knowing it were to belong to me. The idea of having something so fresh in my brace; to have the advantage and liberty to crush it,destroy it, devour it.

And I will let you know it is a fool to be to believe that such innocence comes with such an innocent face.

Sufjan Stevens - Interlude I - Dream Sequence in Subi Circumnavigation

We've just moved into our new flat, which I'm pretty much in love with already. It's smaller than our old place, but it is a newly built flat so all the windows work, the carpet is new , and we have an amazing stove which is gas run. We also own a washing machine now! I feel so....adult!

I feel...hmm. I feel more peaceful now I think. And be able to finally focus on my work as I was hoping to this year. I think I've already mentioned that I will be taking a print making course in April. After which I would like to make some prints to sell! I will try to work on 2 larger pieces specifically for the course itself and see how it goes. I also started working on a canvas, which is well long it's way, but I have to wait till we clear up the house a bit more before I can finish working on it.

More and more each day I feel like I'm pulling myself together. Though I recently have been feeling really down about my appearance....I'm not sure why either. I'm trying to slowly get over this, and trying to help myself understand again that .... well looks really arn't everything, and even if they were, that wouldn't be the kind of world I would want to live in.....

....maybe I didn't loose anything to begin with and it's all in my head. Maybe there hasn't been a change in me, just maybe the way I see myself. I never use to look at myself. When I use to look in the mirror, I use to just see a kind of .... shell that perhaps I was stuck inside...and now when I look, I see more the fleshy physical side of me that everyone else experiences...or what I think they experience... if that makes sense....

There are much better things to think about than just myself....

Everything Everything - Two For Nero