Wow a lot has gone down since I last wrote, and by a lot I mean not that much!
I did go to America for a month this past November and have seen family that I haven't seen for 5 years (and these were people I use to see every single day). The trip has definitely invigorated me; and even though my return has been one hell of a rocky road I'm feeling more confident and a live that I have done for some time.
I suppose with me keeping busy I've felt little time to write but I do enjoy coming back to this blog simply because of it's age and how dear it's become over time. I especially like looking at old work. In fact I probably come so infrequently these days I probably start off each post with "gosh wow look at that old art geeze". But really, I feel like I continue to go in the right direction (though sometime times I'm like....am I really though?) but I feel the results speak for themselves. However small the results are, at least they are there.
Oh god I just checked the last few entries to see what was up and how dreadful! I will admit the anxiety still lingers and it's had its fair share of trouble recently, and more especially since I've been back, but I'm really desperate to bounce back.
I've started going to the gym, and its amazing. I feel great physically (though sore...but a good sore), and want to keep at it. It's something I've always wanted to do, so I've started doing it. I've been trying to make a habit of doing exactly what I want and nothing short of. It works sometimes, but I shall get better!
I was telling Tom just yesterday though that not every day needs to be a battle. Not every moment needs to be about self improvement. Sometimes things should just be.
With that I need to go make my commissions announcement and re-open for business!
Oh, and that picture is a commission as well, from a buddy who frequents my livestreams, I call them Big Tony. I have such wonderful commissioners without a doubt! And I've got prints ready of it as well.
I'll have to write more about my trip back home and all those magical revelations I've had!
